Process not results

A malignant sore throat is a danger, a malignant throat not sore is worse.
Can this photo considered as a class photo?
I don't think my classmates are all inside. SHASH!

Don't be afraid to fail. Don't waste energy trying to cover up failure. Learn from your failures and go on to the next challenge. It's OK to fail. If you're not failing, you're not growing.

Not to brood over this matter anymore. TOP 20 is achievable but the most importantly is the difficulties we have overcome in the process.

Phony Epilogue

Design is the method of putting form and content together. Design, just as art, has multiple definitions; there is no single definition. Design can be art. Design can be aesthetics. Design is so simple, that's why it is so complicated.

1. A roasting sports day.
   
2. I like my class tee and the crown.
   
3. I shouted until the people at the other end of the stadium can hear me.
   
4. Tmr will be campcraft competition.

After the whole sports event, totally inert while the guys are torpid unwilling to do cheers. All the girls including me tied bun on our head then put crown . Fishball use felt to do it. Then went fishball's house, played her guitar Fchord still can't make it. If I have my own guitar then good, sigh. Sing along with fishball and went out of tune which sounds fabulous.

Bye readers and I like this hair, so natural and nice.

Hard to decide! :D

I like her fringe cause I know how to. But it takes me 5 mins to do it.

Received my Class Tee, I can say it real damn nice plus it's my favourite colour. Finally its the last training for campcraft. :D Later on I can concentrate my studies . Took Chem test after school, it's easy cause I got study , haha! Wayne's sushi on tuesday and tmr will be my turn, wonder what is it ? Cannot say :D
Can I say I am stoked for Saturday's competition cause that really end the whole thing :)

A-maths, gna get insane real soooooon.

This Sad Love Story >:

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Jin. I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with him. Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him. And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways. I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls. To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl…

“Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked.
“I can’t”
“Why? You need to study at home?” I felt disappointment grabbing me.
“No… I am going to meet a friend…”

He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing. To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ‘I love you’ before. To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all. He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days…200days… Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don’t know why…

Then one day…

Me: Um, Jin, I …
Jin: What…don’t drag, just say..
Me: I love you.
Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home.
That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and handed me the doll. Then he disappeared, like he was running away. The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one. There were many…
Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday. When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call. But… lunch passed, dinner passed… and soon the sky was dark… he still didn’t call. It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore. Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.
Me: Jin…

Jin: Here…take this…
Again, he handed me a little doll.
Me: What’s this?
Jin: I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I’m going home now, bye.
Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
Jin: Today? Huh?
I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen.Then I shouted… “Wait…”
Jin: You have something to say?
Me: Tell me, tell me you love me…
Jin: What?!
Me: Tell me
I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left.
“I don’t want to say…that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.”
That was what he said. Then he ran off. My legs felt numb… and I collapsed to the ground. He didn’t want to say it easily… How could he…. I felt that… Maybe he is not the right guy for me…
After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn’t call me, although I was waiting. He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house. That’s how those dolls piled up in my room… everyday

After a month, I got myself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that… I saw him on a street… with another girl… He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me…as he touched the doll… I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell… Why did he gave these to me… Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls…In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around. Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him. He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house. I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop. I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that… it’s going to end. Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.

Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?
I couldn’t help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the doll as usual…
Me: I don’t need it. Jin: What….why…
I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.
Me: I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!! I don’t want to see a person like you again!
I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.
“I’m sorry” He apologized in a tiny voice. He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll…
Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!!

But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll. Then…

Honk~ Honk~
With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.
“Jin! Move! Move away!” I shouted… But he didn’t hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.
“Jin, move!” HONK~!! “Boom!” That sound, so terrifying.
That’s how he went away from me. That’s how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me.
After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him… And after spending two months like a crazy person… I took out the dolls.

Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out. I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days… when we were in love…

“One…two… three…” That was how… I started to count the dolls…
“Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and eighty five…” It all ended with 485 dolls.
I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms. I hugged it tightly, then suddenly…

“I love you~, I love you~” I dropped the dolls,shocked.

“I….lo..ve…you??” I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.

“I love you~ I love you~” It can’t be! I pressed all the dolls’ stomach as it piled on the side.
“I love you~”
“I love you~”
“I love you~”
Those words came out non-stop. I…love you… Why didn’t I realize that….That his heart was always by my side, protecting me. Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much… I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it’s stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road. It had his blood stain on it. The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much…

“Jo…Do you know what today is? We’ve been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn’t say I love you…. Um… since I was too shy… If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you… everyday… till I die… Jo… I love you…”


The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked god, why do I only know about all this now? He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute…

For that… and for that reason… to me… it became courage… to live a beautiful life.

Source from here

Take a best shot

"Everyone has a photographic memory. Some just don't have film."

This quote looks compatible with the picture below. Lol. Plurk is getting boring so I have freezed my karma , maybe not going back to plurk and switch to twitter. :D
I shall also save money for a digital camera first. Take up photography isn't a bad thing too? There's too many things to learn now , I realised.
Was so-uptight-during the competition even though I'm not the one competing .

The last 2 trainings on Tuesday and Wednesday will marks the end of the campcraft comp.
Gna be serious in studies now. Chemistry and E-maths test next week.
I feared that my blog might be neglected but I will try to post whenever I gets to use comp :>

An exciting show.

Every sorrow suggests a thousand songs, and every song recalls a thousand sorrows, and so they are infinite in number and all the same.

- Marilynne Robinson

Today is campcraft compeition for the guys. I have a sudden urge to blog today :)
Wake up in the beautiful morning! Change my blogsong and a skin layout, I don't really like the previous one, it looks kinda sucks to me now.

Enjoy the photos below. I've decided to keep my fringe long. Wanna learn a song using guitar.
And the last photo, I wonder you guys can spot me or not. My hair sucks at the last photo.

LB★

LookBook My Love.

I love their fashion style! So cool right, their hairstyles isn't that bad too. :>

Tmr campcraft competition for the guys, must get into TOP10. I believe WE can!

I hate pimples man, D: Must drink alot of water okay? 

Age-ing.

Beginnings are scary. Endings are usually sad, but it`s the middle that counts the most. 

Still in the holiday mood. New year is boring , school is boring and life is boring.
Study just to get a good job. Friends are just to keep you from loneliness .
No more affliction. You can find me no where cause you're at the north pole and I'm at the south pole.

A "fork and spoon" house!

Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option

Went to Mr Tan's house in the morning. Spent one hours plus just to help Yiwen with her ..
I felt abit awkward at first lol.
The "fork and spoon" thing is MR TAN HAS A VERY BIG HOUSE which is made up of 2 apartment.
School day tomorrow, cannot waste anymore time , shall do my homework later. :)

Remember and forget.

Even if we can't be happy, we must always be cheerful.

-  Irving Cristol

Don't you find this quote meaningful? 
Changed my skin layout and I have submitted my previous skin, so support me! Perfect Valentine♥
Gawdzxc man! You guys must be collecting angpow until siao, mine was the worst or myabe they're also people who are much more worse? :D
Enjoy the last few days and school is gna reopen!

I'm not following the current trend

" Every bloomed flower withers away with the passing time but
friendship is one such flower which blooms with the passing time."
 
Sometimes I really wondered/pondered when will the broad shoulder's vogue is over!
Firstly, with what-a-short-30cm-shoulder-width , I doubt I could ever wear all those clothes.
Most of the clothes is out of my choice.
Went FarEastPlaza, freaking lots of people swimming around the place. Wander around shops and finally got one that suit my shoulder-width.
Went home and googled about French fries, people cut down the intake of fries esp Macdonald. Fries and Patato chips can cause you cancer. It's a painful thing!
Contact Lens berry nice hor? But I don't know how to use and put and take out. What-so-ever.
Celebrated New year today in school

• Mrs Kok gave us AngPow.
• The notice Board was a complete mess and failure.

Random post. Goodnight Readers, remember to brush your teeth okays?

WHAT AN UNLUCKY DAY

1. My money tio stolen / I misplaced it somewhere.
2. Two sluts sitting beside me kept laughing at my misfortune!
3. I got a scare from Mrs Whelan today during Chem lesson and of course the 2 sluts are laughing at me too.

What an unlucky day, I hope tmr will be SPLENDID!

OH! SNSD

Gawdzxc, This song is so damn nice.
2NE1 also came out with a new song " Try to follow me" WOWOWOWOWOWOWOOWOWOWO!

Insane over a-maths

Welcome to my blog READERS :D

School is indeed boring today but no choice, O-level is coming in -Don'tKnowHowMany- months

I am getting insane over A-maths Chapter 13. (Sine;Cosine and WHATEVER)
During History lesson, I was totally arid in the SEQ lesson but instead I was expecting for the answers. SEQ is all about memorizing which is my strength? :> *shows off*

Then a bird flew in and stayed at a corner of the classroom. WhataStupidBIRD.
Yesterday's tuition was good, chatting with my teacher then she gave me a name "Little Old Woman" . Lol ~
Since Dikus' blog, there's no one tagging , might as well close it? Wastetimerubbishblog.

A happy birthday.

Practically, this is just a picture post with no much wordings! Bugis is crowded so is Haji lane.
Somerset is also crowded too. Why today? >:
Bought things again :>

Emotional, NoNo

Who likes to cry all the time ?!

Actually sometimes , I don't feel like crying my tears just came out by itself. No choice have to accept it but people will always think that I cry over small lil things. But seriously I don't want to.
If not, try teaching me to control my eyes la.

Giving out oranges to the resident living near our school. Had physics test in the afternoon and I completed it just in time :) Ate birthday cake during recess which is so cooool!
Cried today and so ya that why I wrote that "part" up there

Mrs Kok sat in our class and observe us during our e-maths lesson and she's sleeping! Have you seen your principal sleeping in class? Haha!
Yeah! Lucky me unlike others getting blue book (Under Principal Monitoring) for their new year.
Partaye world after school.

Happy Advanced Birthday LUNA!

Clothes doesn't seem simple to me.

No mood to do homework. My timetable is just simple School > Campcraft > Rest!
I am lousy with the tight-ness I need to have for the flagstaff. I hope we can have the best timing (6mins +) again.

Reader Digest is a marvelous book. Homework is accumulating and soon it will become a hill. New year is coming and I love it cause I get to buy clothes. Looking forward to Luna's birthday and shopping but nothing is good without money.

Bye readers! Good dreams , good night! A smile brightens up the night even it is dark. :)

Cherish what you have now.

School was okay.
Nothing special actually happened but I met an woman who was a cleaner in my former primary school. It was a job that many despised and she have being working as a cleaner for eight years.
I cried after what I have heard from her , her husband just died not long ago and it's a unknown death. She has a son who is currently jailed. She was pulling a box and two bags of recyclable items when I met her, don't be apalled that I actually went forward and helped her.

Which many does not, they would just "Eek! So embarrassing!" OR just walked away and feign they have seen nothing. Of course I got gazes and whatever from the passer-by (s) No one actually offered their help and I'm certain they are thinking like what I have presumed. I stirred pity to the woman.

I passed my chemistry but Mrs Whelan gave me a wrong which is -1 mark when I got the answer correct but wrong eqn used >:
So the conclusion is I failed because of the -1 marks